Outside it looks gray and in my heart it also looks gray today. This is not one of my good days!
Why do we have good and bad days? I suppose it has to do with the flow of things. Like with all things in nature our days cannot always be the same and I consider myself very fortunate because most of my days are good to fantastic. But today is not one of them o.)
When I looked at my daily targets this morning I was quite optimistic but now a few long and not very successful (one was actually quite unpleasant) phone calls later I feel quite depressed. I feel I don’t get anything done. I feel that people don’t like me. I feel that it’s is all my fault. To be truthful I feel quite sorry for myself. That means today really is a bad day!
Fortunately I know even in these moments of gloom that the sun will come out again and I will feel wonderful once more. Even in the worse moments of my life I have known that I will survive and be better and stronger than before. There was never a moment that I was in such despair that I could not dream of the light at the end of the tunnel. And that light has always come! Even if you can’t see it when you are down in the pits. It is there and it will also shine on you again if you give it a little time.
Jim Rohn calls it the seasons of life. It is a good comparison because many of us forget spring when we are in the middle of our emotional winter. Just writing this down makes me already feel better. Today is not winter, just a gray day and I was only hit by a breath of chilly air – that is all.